I know when there is feeling deep inside that I am just a boy who is not mature, incapable of defining my own feelings. Like right now, there is a chance, a wide open one they say, to reach someone. I am not sure to do “what I am supposed to doâ€. Although I do “want†to but I am not sure “how”.
Afraid of getting another burden: another stigma of mine. I need reassurance, I need support that is expressed.
These days are really making me nervous. But I also feel a “let go†feeling, what ever may be, will be, right?